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untitled mirror box

Sing a tilt mirror box

in unspecified definition

we

sense, another realm –

explore / create without holding back

this tangible endless shift terrain,

this mass of effect,

this prescription of non space.

 

Always refused to doctors those

moments of blinded

inability

that this being at all

that this stricture of others,

of my creation. These tender

Suffocate knots, unpickable, deep,

moulded together like

bundles, tumour growth of

horror impossibility. Those flashes, breakthroughs,

spaces. Those howling agonies,

tortures, senseless.

Those humans, those creatures, lives.

The impossibility of existence

is something I got onto early.

The only freedom from it, ever

is realising its truth.

I still have a giraffe

in my chest. Sometimes it kicks. It still wants to get out.

 

There is a peace and a vast

expanse in the connections we

make. When the desert isn’t

physical

I find the desert there.

Definitions seem to slow

down the process, are weighty.

It is easier to travel light

and while I transmute

these centuries, these millennia

weigh heavy already, spin around my

frame, a tiny mop haired desert boy,

a tall pretty prince,

a spark, a Kali-Ma,

a forest warrior girl,

a frail light footed ~ ,

they weave and spit around me,

all colours, and memories

this point of perception never made,

They plunge out

purges, and years of weeping into

single minutes. They remain, some

of them,

for now.

 

Definition would be too much on top of that.

Diagnosis would only get in the way.

Understanding is essential,

allows shifting sands,

allows lightness.

In echo of this work,

understanding

is a mutating story.

It gathers threads into

Potential. Disperses.

Allows peace.

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